Jan 7th - Evening

I got home yesterday and logged right into the sex website. I had 5 messages waiting and 3 friend requests waiting to be approved. Answered all the messages and replied back to the emails that I got. There are a few women from Germany now on my friend list so it has given me a chance to brush up on my German writing. European chicks seem to be "freakier" too, so I enjoy their home made videos and what they have pinned as their favorite vids on their profiles.

2nd day now that Cougar wasn't able to meet. I'm letting it go and not getting upset about it. I will wait to see if she text messages me today, let her make the first move.

I got on Skype and talked to J.V. who was at work at the time. She instantly knew that I was watching porn on the side and laughed, stating I'm so predicable. I wasn't ashamed and she didn't mind watching, so I adjusted the camera angle so that she could watch while she was at work doing her thing. I watched a few videos, sent a few friend requests out, and chatted with her. I had a continuous erection from about 330 till 445 or so, never allowing myself go to soft. I finished by watching the video I described of the fwb wife eating the cum off of my chest, said good bye to J.V. During this time I was also texting fwb wife (A.T.) and she is planning on driving up late Thursday to get her fix in. We'll see if I can manage it time wise, not sure yet.

GF walked in as I was stepping out of the shower and was shaving my face. We had idle conversation about how our days went and such. She grabbed me and played with my balls for a second and I told her they were heavy...she rolled them in her hands and pushed me to bed and started having sex. I was mentally distracted from thinking of the vids, cougar, possible getting that amazing head on Thursday. She was very persistent on wanting to ride me (the position she likes to finish in mostly). I denied her and just kept it missionary, and the whole thing lasted no more than 15 minutes. I got my release, she didn't...this is twice now that this has happened. She even asked me if I was "feeling" ok, and I brushed it off and said I"m fine, just must have been sensitive when really I'm just being passive aggressive, making sure I get mine and not getting her hers.