Thursday, April 14, 2011

Dungeon - Part 1"The Beginnings"

Restrained, nervous...she comes to her senses not knowing where she is at. She breathes heavily through her mouth…panting. Her last memory is a distant blur…incoherent...detached. The only things she can rely on are her basic senses…

Her vision is obscured. A blindfold is tightly pressed against her eyes and fastened behind her head. Faint glimmer of shadows cast around her from the swinging light above...

It becomes apparent that what is restraining her is some form of metal...cold and unforgiving. A chain perhaps, the clanking sound of metal hitting one another echoes throughout the room as she frantically tries to free herself. Her scattered mind tries to determine her location. She stops moving to silence the echoes, listening for any distinctive sounds. There...ever so faint...drip...drip...some sort of water leak can be heard in the distance. Could she be underground…or perhaps an abandoned warehouse? Her breathing slows as the intense beat of her heart fills her ears. It becomes overbearing...almost deafening. Fear spreads through her body as she hears the screams of a woman in the distance. The screams make their way to her in long intense bursts, bouncing off of the walls to where she is being held. Goosebumps begin to spread across her body. The pleading screams of “Please…Please” replay endlessly in her mind as silence once again falls upon her.

The bitter taste of metal fills her mouth. Fastened tightly within her mouth is a metal O ring gag. Secured tightly around the back of her head, she salivates helplessly as the four metal prongs prevent her mouth from closing…

The air is moist, damp, and musty. Terror is in the room. The smell of sweat surrounds her; beginning to realizing that she was not the first woman to be in this predicament. The anonymous woman’s plea for mercy replays in her mind as her senses continue to explore her surroundings.

Her body is cold...tense....limp. Naked…her nipples are hard and erect. With her arms restrained behind her, her numb fingers outline the interlocking metal loops that form the chains that keep her wrists in bondage. A lock ensures her wrists remain tightly pressed together. The ground is wet, cold, and uneven. Her feet remain unrestrained…yet lack the ability to grant her freedom.

Slow steady footsteps approach from a distance. They seem heavy, paced, exacting…and with purpose. She listens as the rustling of keys comes to an end; the insertion of a key and distinct turning of a lock as the door to her dungeon creeks open slowly. He approaches her…his breathing is slow…calm...collected....

"Are you ready?” He whispers in her ear. “I have saved you for last..."

Her terrifying scream is of no use as she tries frantically to free herself from the restraints. The shadowy figure comes closer to her.....grabs her by the throat......and squeezes tightly. She begins to choke and gag....coughing.....body beginning to feel weak and defenseless. Standing her up against the chill wall behind her, he releases his grip within seconds of her losing consciousness.

"I've got the perfect restraint for you,” he says in a low and creepy tone licking the side of her face slowly from jaw line to ear. Biting her earlobe he whispers…"You’re coming with me..."

His hand leaves her throat. Her knees buckle as she falls to ground, the metallic ringing fills the room as her chains hit the floor. He steps behind her and unlocks the restraints. Circulation returns to her finger tips as their filled with sharp needle like pricks. Thoughts of freedom cross her mind but the strength is nonexistent in her body to attempt an escape. She’s violently yanked to her feet by her hair and lifted up over his shoulder. The journey seems like an eternity. Her body sways helplessly to the hypnotic rhythm of his calm stride. His strong hands grope her tight firm ass as they make their way down the corridor.

Opening the door that would become her permanent chamber…he sets her down on her feet…leaning her body forward. Her hands and neck feel the warmth of her new restraint…not cold like metal…but instead more natural, grainy, and textured like wood. Panic strikes throughout her body as she feels a foreign pressure across the back of her neck and wrists, pressing her into this molded contour. Despair enters her mind to the sound of a lock closing…sealing her fate to this contraption. She begins to whimper and cry....tears flowing down her smooth cheeks.

"If you quiet down....I will remove your blindfold. Am I understood?"

The stockade restricting her head movements…she tries to muster a word out with her mouth restraint still in place. The semi interpretable sound of “yes” is heard…

The knot behind her head loosens as the blindfold is removed. Her eyes squint adjusting to the overhanging light in the room. Regaining focus, she gazes toward the illusive stranger that has enslaved her. He is a man of strong stature, well defined, large strong hands and broad shoulders. His face is covered in a full black leather mask. The only openings are cut outs for his eyes, and a small silver zipper where his mouth would be. Her focus shifts to her surroundings, noticing that she is placed in the center of the room. Around the perimeter are other women, restrained, bound, gagged, and contorted in unimaginable positions against their will….staring helplessly at her, their spirit broken into submission.

“I’m going to do with you as I please…regardless if you enjoy it. If…and only IF you satisfy me fully will I think of removing you from this room…”

She lifts her head up in fear….and nodding slowly. Strands of drool leaving from her mouth have formed pool beneath her chin. The stranger steps out of sight behind her. She feels him firmly grabbing her ankles and spreading her legs apart. The cold sensation of metal wraps around her ankles as he places a spreader between them, forcing her legs to remain open. Her pussy and ass exposed in the most intimate ways as she remains bent over helpless to his will.

He enters view again with a small chain and clamps in hand. He lifts her head up, kissing her and whispers, “This will be unpleasant…” He brings one of the clamps closer to her face to view. They are small clamps; with four small sharp prongs on the end that splay open as he presses the clamp together. He reaches down to her erect nipple…squeezing it with his finger tips, pulling on it…getting it overly aroused and sensitive. The feeling of sharp needle points pressing into her soft nipple tissue causes her to scream in pain. Her eyes begin to water as he tugs to make sure it is secured tightly before moving to the next nipple. He steps back and admires his work…watching the sliver chain strung between her full breasts swing back and forth as she trembles in pain.

He steps behind her again…leaving her sight. She hears the sound of a cabinet opening behind her. His cold hand firmly grabs her right ass cheek. As his hand rubs from one side to the other feeling the curvature of her ass, his breathing begins to intensify as he begins to get aroused. She hears the sound of his zipper pulled down. His breathing gets heavier as he begins to stroke his cock looking at her body. Listening intently, she is startled by the feeling of multiple long thick strands gliding down her back and across her ass.

“I’m going to flog you, like the dirty whore that you are.”

She begins to whimper, dreading the pain that is to come….

“For every lashing received…I want to hear you count them out loud. Am I understood? Don’t make me punish you…”

She nods in submission and gives out a muffled “yes” as she tries to prepare herself for what is to come. Each intense lash sends a bone chilling echo through the room. Her obscured count is hardly heard over her screams of pain. To her surprise she begins to find herself getting aroused as the lashings continue. He alternates sides per stroke, giving her ass cheeks a rest between swings. Thick red whelps begin to form across her perfect cheeks. She feels her ass getting warm and tingly from the flogging sensation. As he places his instrument of punishment back in the cabinet, she attempts to collect herself, controlling her heart throbbing in her throat, her legs weak and shaking in pain, the floor pooling with spit and tears. She waits anxiously as what is to become of her next...

Approaching the front of her again, he moves her hair out of her face. Looking into her eyes he grabs his cock and firmly starts to slap her across the face with it. The spit that is hanging from her chin slowly starts to wrap around his thick dick head…emphasizing the smack sound as he soils her face with her own spit. She closes her eyes and envisioning what his shaft will feel like inside of her. She imagines him ravaging her from behind while in this contraption. He finishes saturating his cock with her saliva and gives her a firm slap across the face with his hand….

“Now it’s time for me to fill your moist pussy…” he says grinning as he moves behind her.

He teases her first….fucking her ass cleavage and working his way down her crack. He pauses at her tight ass, applying pressure with his thick dick head against it. He feels her body tense rejecting his cock from entering her anally. He chuckles to himself as he moves past her asshole and slowly watches her pink pussy lips spread open as his cock disappears inside of her. Deep moans of pleasure fill the room as his cock fills her.

He picks up pace as his balls swing and slap against her clit, pounding her from behind. He grips her hips firmly, pulling her toward him. The lock on the wooden stockade shakes violently as he penetrates her violently from behind. He feels her pussy getting warm and moist…her groans getting longer and stronger. The unmistakable sound of gushing fluids combined with the shaking and trembling of her legs bring him to orgasm. He pulls out from inside her and strokes his cock. His hot load shoots the length of her back, running down her ass. Warm and sticky…it oozes down over her asshole and her swollen pussy lips….dripping down between her legs onto the floor…..

She tries to get his attention by mumbling something. Cock in hand he walks over in front of her.

“Do you have something to say?” he asks…removing her metal gag.

Her jaw sore from being held open and out of breathe from what has just transpired she manages to compile a sentence together… “Did I satisfy you? Am I free to go?”

His ice cold laughter and response brings tears into her eyes as his hand reaches for the gag and places it back in her mouth. Opening the door to leave, he turns to her…and with sinful chuckle says, “This is only the beginning….”

He flips the light switch out…casting the room into complete darkness and slams the door shut behind him. All that is left to hear are his distant footsteps down the hall…..

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Management

Poor leadership….

I find myself in a predicament daily where I dont quite understand managements perspectives. Im fully aware of the federal employees game. Do your timeget fatget oldretire with a pension and move on with your life, allowing for the next batch of robots to come in and take your place. Its sickening. Its disgusting. If this is even a small glimmer of a much larger picture that is going on within our government agenciesIm speechless that we managed to survive any kind of threat

Whos fault is it that we are in these predicaments? When SMEs are assigned tasks but are not given the tools to complete the assignments successfullywhat good does that do? When recommendations and proof is given that XYZ is not a valid option to takeyet it is taken with total disregard to the black&white factswho should the finger be pointed to? The answer is simplemanagement.

For the rant that is fixing to unfold on this digital paperI apologize to those that maybe management if you fall into these categories. To be honestI dontI hope you read and learn from what youre doing to your staff.

· If your staff is required to obtain certifications to perform their dutiesat a bare minimumensure that you have the tool sets readily available at the job site for them to use. DO NOT waste their timeor yours. Ideallynot only will you have the tools, but you will also have an environment in which the staff can hone their skills and practice with them

· If you want your staff to respect youobtain the same level of certifications that are required of those working for you. It will at the very leastallow you [the manager] to understand the difficulty level required to obtain the certifications and what all is entailed in maintaining them

· Give appropriate credit to those members of your staff that actually saved your ass by completing a ridiculous task in an unrealistic time frame.

· Have confidence in your staff to do the job correctly and accurately. Allow us (the staff) to be creative in our solution sets. The more conducive the work environment is for motivationthe better the work results will be.

· Do not attempt to embarrass staff members in a public setting. Not only does it make you (manager) look like a donkeybut this animosity will fester..

· Biggest and most important of all….respect is earned…not given. Treat me with the respect that you want to be treated with…or I promise…I’ll be sure to hold your leg when the bus starts backing up….

Monday, April 11, 2011

Who are we....really?

How well do you know yourself? Are you able to accurately judge where you are in life…who you have become through self reflection or will the conclusion always be biased since it’s coming from yourself?

What about family and friends? Should their opinions be trusted 100% either, or will their views be biased as well…not the same as your own bias towards yourself, but from a perspective of caring, love, and genuinely wanting to be on your side.

So who can you turn to when you want an accurate reflection of yourself?

For me…I think my mirror and source of reflection is E. E is a person. Small in stature, yet commands immense respect and authority in E’s presence. E is about my age…give or take in either direction a fractional amount…but has life experiences that I can’t relate to. Some experiences I will never share because my path in life will never cross the journey’s E has taken, yet others…I will cross when the time is right in my life. I have known E now for almost 2 years…yet if you were to put the time we have spent face to face it might fill the number of days in a single month.

I value E’s opinions…E’s insight….and E’s perspective on life. E brings an entirely different view to things that I don’t even consider, and for this reason…I’m fascinated. Through our interactions and conversations I feel that E understands me…not just for who I am, but deeper…almost at the core level of what I want to accomplish and achieve in life. E relates to my struggles by sharing situations that E has overcome…yet totally unrelated to my events…with a little time to reflect on the accounts…mimic my exact struggles. At times…I feel as if E understands me better than most…yet I see E the least out of anyone I know.

How is it…that for all intent and purposes…a stranger/acquaintance with whom I interact with on a scheduled basis knows me so well!?!? Do “strangers” really know you best? Is it instinctual? Or are some people more intuitive to ask the right questions that get to the core of an individual.

At the very least…it’s something to think about.

Friday, April 1, 2011

The Beginnings

2011…what does it signify?

To some…just another year, routine, day in day out…being a part of the larger picture or simply fore filling their role as a moving peg in the big machine…

I’m no different than most…in that I continue to follow my routines, 2011 is just another year…except that I’m going to try to make this one unique. We’re all current results of past actions and experiences…some by choice, some not by our choice. 2011 I decided that I want to make changes, and to me…that is significant.

I’m making decisions based on what makes me happy…not based on what other’s think…
I’m living life for me…not for others or seeking others’ approvals…
I’m taking better care of myself…mentally, emotionally, and physically….
I’m focusing on my career…to obtain the lifestyle I want

Don’t mistake what I’m trying to convey. I’m not becoming selfish..and anyone that knows me personally knows that I’m the furthest thing from being selfish. The aforementioned list is nothing more than my attempt to realign my life displayed in verbal form. Dig deep inside…look at yourself closely, and I think you can appreciate the items listed…and may not be to far from how you lead your life as well. This may be an outlandish judgment call, but I’m basing it solely off of the group of friends that I surround myself with. I don’t think I speak far from the truth.

I fear change. My goal is to conquer that fear. For those that know me…they may find it shocking that I would admit that. The change I’m referring to is deeper than just the clothes I wear, body modifications (tats/piercings/hairstyle), foods I eat, and going back to the gym. It’s the mental transition of moving from being depressed to being happy, appreciating what I have and have accomplished and not stressing about what I don’t have and the endless comparison against what “others” have. I refuse to become complacent…it’s genetically impossible. It goes against how I was raised and groomed…but…this same upbringing has had a toll on my “happiness.” Finding the balance is key.

Wish me luck…