Horny as fuck...

I've been trying to not write about sexual stuff, but it seems that's not what is on the agenda for the time being. Blue Eyes as requested that i let more of my raw sexual thoughts come out and so I will do my best to express those among other thoughts. Today was a rough day for it based on some of my other assignments that were given to me.

I drove home today thinking about one of my friends with benefits that really enjoys sucking my dick. She's one of the best that I've had, and trully is a queen of spades. Most of my hour long commute was filled with semis and hard ons, and as long as traffic wasn't to excessive I would occasionally stroke my cock through my work pants. Exit 214 on 64 always brings up good memories as well. I used to hook up with a girl there on the regular. It was exciting. Open parking lot, never know who may drive by or park beside you. Usually was once the sun went down, but still...it's a high traffic area. I was planning on meeting cougar today and finally rail break off a piece of that sweet ass...but her hubby got home from work early today. Maybe next time...

I came home and immediately logged onto the sex website to finish reviewing the friend requests. viewed them, thanked them, and went on the hunt for a few more friends to add. I had a few messages from profiles that requested I tribute them. Girls/couples that wanted me to find a picture on their profile and record myself jacking off to them and cumming on the picture. I have a few of those requests pending, the problem is finding the time to do those when the gf isn't around.

I plugged in my external harddrive and spent some time looking at the old naughty photos from my ex mentioned in a previous post. Sat downstairs on the couch with the laptop, blinds up, and just sat there stroking my cock through my workout pants. There is something about the friction that is a turn on, and it's not a painful friction. Just how the material feels against the skin.

gf called...paused the porn playing in the background right now. Back to writing...she will be here in 45 min and wants Chinese that I will go get.

My ex had one of those apple bottom booties. She loved wearing pantie hose and I have a ton of pictures of her wearing those with various cuts of thongs underneath. Nice long legs too. Scrumptious.

There is something about interracial porn that is just beautiful. White girls (snowbunnies) loving black cocks. A lot of what I watch is along those lines, and most of the women I have dated in my life are white. There is nothing sexier having a white woman's lips wrapped around me, or watching the difference in skin tone slide in and out during sex. After looking at the pictures I watched one of my favorite videos of the fwb wife that used to come over on her husbands request. She loves to swallow...it's as though she lives to suck cock and that sweet black seed is her reward. She wants it nowhere else but in her mouth or straight down her throat. This particular vid is one of may favorite. I'm sitting in my chair and she is kneeled before me. I lean back in the sofa and shoot my load all over my chest and stomach...the look on her face is priceless..it's as though I've denied her, she genuinely looks upset. She finishes getting the rest out of me, and then percedes to take her time cleaning me up with her tongue. Making sure not to miss any, pausing in between sections and licking her lips, savoring it almost. I miss that. That erotic connection where the person you're with loves EVERYTHING about you, even the dirty naughty stuff that to me is just normal. I'm no different when I'm eating pussy and if a girl is a squirter. I can't get enough of it... and I will make sure to clean her up properly when she finishes.

I got home at 330...it's not 515...and I have gone through the hard/soft cycle countless times. I'm sweated through, my boxers are soaked, I'm starting to feel that pain where I want my release. But I'm denying myself...I'm going to go take a shower now, cool off....and go get food. After that...I think I"m going to annihilate my gf tonight if she is up for it and doesn't throw in the towel. If not...guess I will take another shower this evening and finish myself there.

Wish me luck tonight...